So today chiled with my brother. Him and I are starting our friendship over ya no shit happen but its in the past now. Anyway we rolled and during the roll Dylan and I were walking around and in a crowd group someone yelled out my name, “sean!!!” I thought i was tripping i was like wtf did you…
Was fun today man! I must admit. I’m sorry I was there so late, but I’m happy we got to spend the time together that we did, regardless. It made me happy, to have my old friend standing next to me, and realizing that we’re in the same state, and love each other the same way as we did then. We gotta plan out next weekend. Maybe we can do that sleep over shit like you were saying, haha. I love you my brother. And you shall always! ALWAYS… BE… MY LITTLE SPARKY.

(via spacesex)
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Do you wanna know was behind this, Val? Hmm… I guess the world will never know ;). Dirty Sebastian.

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You know what, fuck all of you saying that I’m partly to blame for this, that this happening was MY fault. FUCK THAT. I ain’t gunna admit that I’m mad at you, but seriously? Both of you think that this was my fault? She did this a second time because I proved it was “OKAY”? HOW DID I FUCKING PROVE IT WAS OKAY? Because I loved her too much to fucking hear her crying, because even though I was hurting I didn’t want her to hurt? Because I fucking love her SO DAMN MUCH that it broke my heart everytime I heard her cry? SO IT’S MY FAULT? IT’S MY FAULT CAUSE I LOVE HER SO MUCH, IT’S MY FAULT BECAUSE I DIDN’T WANT HER HURTING, IT’S MY FUCKING FAULT THAT I TRUSTED HER ENOUGH TO THINK THAT SHE WOULD CHANGE FOR ME? BECAUSE I THOUGHT THAT SHE LOVED ME ENOUGH TO CHANGE FOR ME, TO NOT PUT ME THROUGH THAT AGAIN, WHEN EVEN THOUGH I TALKED TO HER SHE FUCKING KNEW HOW MUCH I WAS HURTING? FUCK YOU PEOPLE, FUCK YOU. HOW DARE YOU SAY THIS IS MY FAULT, HOW FUCKING DARE YOU. I fucking put my love and trust into her after she does something horrible, and her doing it a second time is my fault for letting it happen. For treating her too nice. Well I’m fucking sorry to both of you that I love her, that the first time this happened I was thinking she would change, I’m fucking sorry. You know, think about what you’re both fucking saying, you would think that would be like, a god sent second chance right? She fucking cheats the first time and I tell her, voice cracking up, teers in my eyes, how fucking upset I am, but that we’ll work through this because I love her. Of course that makes sense, of course that makes it MY FUCKING FAULT. FUCK YOU GUYS. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW FUCKING ANGRY THAT MAKES ME, HEARING YOU BOTH SAY THAT, FUCK MAN, I GUESS I’M JUST A FUCKIN IDIOT RIGHT? FUCK LOVE, FUCK LIFE, FUCK LIVING, EVERYONES GOING TO SCREW YOU OVER IN THE END, SO FUCK IT.

Bahahaaaa!
never tried those before



Fuck life, life is here to bring some down, and keep them down, and make sure some succeed, fuck that. Maybe it’s better to just say fuck it. Fuck it all, fuck everything. I’m done with life, you can’t win. There ain’t no point in fighting… When you’re already set up to lose…